"固有缺陷"在海上保險中,意指你無法避免的事物,蛋會破,巧克力會融化,玻璃會碎裂 "Inherent vice," in a marine insurance policy is anything that you can't avoid. Eggs break,chocolate melts,glass shatters,glass shatters
他們把我困在一個他們想要的盒子里,讓我受才華所限制 They got me in a box where they want me. Trapped by talent
不管你的開頭是什麼 No matter what you start talking about, 最後都會講到自由或不自由 you come around to be free or not to be free. 要如何做自己或什麼都不做 How to be yourself or nothing at all. 我沒聽你說過其他東西 I've never heard you talk about anything else 除了生存還是毀滅 but to be or not to be.
就算你生來就有軍人的膽量 You're born as a man with the nerves of a soldier, 天使的領悟力 the apprehension of an angel, to lift a phrase, 但還是沒有屁用 but there's no fucking use for it.
你注定只能當個哲學家 What, you're set to be a philosopher 國王或是他媽的莎士比亞 or a king or fucking Shakespeare, 而這就是他們給你的 and this is all they give you? This? 20幾年的教育 What? 20-odd years of school, 教導你如何變成平庸之才
接著是工作 You know, and then it's a career, right? 這跟存在是完全不同的東西了 所以... Which is just not the same thing as existence, so... 我的欲望無限 我什麼都想要 I want unlimited things. I want everything. 我想要他媽的真正的愛 他媽的真正的房子 I want a real fucking love, a real fucking house, 他媽的真正每天都能做的事情 a real fucking thing to do every day, 我只是... and, I just... 如果沒有的話還不如死了算了 I'd just rather die if I don't get it.
一段超級憤世忌俗的獨白,
對於想要的精神寄託的不滿足不同於一般人,
對世間的一切名和利已感到空虛無謂以至於憤恨不平的感覺,
這時就想引用香港電影「門徒」的經典對白「到底是空虛恐怖，還是毒品恐怖?」
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而最後終於激怒了其中一位債主,以女主和拉瑪做生命威脅逼他就範,
而此時的他就好像被一拳打醒(因為真的被打了一拳XD),
這時才發現了他重視想保護的東西,還有為了保護而必須做的妥協,
